Backdoor Bliss

I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, trying to calm the flutter of nerves in my stomach. I was on all fours on our bed, my cheek pressed to the cool sheets, and my boyfriend Adrian was kneeling behind me, caressing my hips soothingly. "We’ll go slow, baby," he said in that gentle tone that made me feel safe. I nodded, "I trust you." We’d talked about trying anal sex for weeks, and tonight I finally felt ready. Adrian leaned forward and placed a line of soft kisses down my spine, helping me relax. I felt the cool drizzle of lube as he applied it generously between my buttocks. His fingers massaged it around my tight entrance, and I shivered at the slippery sensation. One finger began to probe, and I inhaled sharply. "Okay?" he checked. "Mhmm," I hummed, pushing back slightly to encourage him. Slowly, his finger slid inside my ass. It felt strange—an unfamiliar pressure—but not painful. I focused on the deep warmth of his other hand stroking my lower back and let the initial discomfort ebb. He worked me open patiently, one finger, then two, until I was moaning and pushing back against his hand, surprising myself with how pleasurable the fullness felt. "I think I’m ready," I whispered, voice shaky with anticipation. Adrian withdrew his fingers and positioned himself. My heart pounded as I felt the blunt tip of his lubed cock press against my puckered opening. "Relax for me," he reminded. I let out a long breath and willed my body to unclench. Gently, he began to push. The head of his cock stretched me wider than his fingers had, and I couldn’t help a small whimper. He paused immediately. "Keep breathing, love," he soothed, rubbing my hips. I did as he said, and gradually my body yielded. With a slow, steady pressure, the head popped past the tight ring of muscle and into me. A gasp escaped my lips. There was a burning pinch that quickly faded, replaced by an intense sensation of fullness. "Oh my god," I breathed. "Talk to me," Adrian urged, concern lacing his arousal-thick voice. "It’s okay... you can move," I assured him, surprising myself with how much I meant it. Carefully, he eased further in, inch by inch. My toes curled into the sheets as I accommodated him. It was such an illicit, deep feeling—I felt him in places I never had before. Finally, he was fully seated, his pelvis flush against my buttocks. "You’re so tight," he groaned, hands gripping my waist. The pride in his voice sent a thrill through me. "You feel so...filling," I answered in a half-moan. He began to move then, drawing back slowly and pushing in with a bit more confidence. My body adjusted to the rhythm, and soon the initial sting vanished completely, replaced by a building pleasure. Adrian reached around with one hand to caress my clit as he thrust gently into my ass. That combination made me cry out, the mixture of slight pain and immense pleasure overwhelming in the best way. "God, yes," I whimpered, resting my forehead on the mattress as sensation rolled through me. Gradually, he increased his pace, sensing my growing comfort. The taboo of it all—my boyfriend claiming me in this final, intimate way—made me lightheaded with arousal. "Adrian... yes..." I moaned unabashedly. The tension coiled in my belly; shockingly, I realized I was close to coming just from this. "I’m gonna come," I gasped, half disbelief, half warning. "Come for me," he murmured, circling my clit faster. With a cry, I let go, my orgasm washing over me in warm, pulsing waves. I clenched hard around him, and Adrian groaned my name, his rhythm stuttering. He pressed deep and held, throbbing inside me as he filled the condom (he’d insisted for safety) with his release. He stayed still for a moment, rubbing soothing circles on my lower back as we both caught our breath. Gently, he pulled out, and I whimpered at the emptiness. We collapsed onto our sides, and Adrian immediately gathered me into his arms. "Are you okay?" he asked, worry and love etched on his face. I smiled, a tear of relief at the corner of my eye. "Better than okay," I whispered, kissing him softly. He grinned and kissed me back, holding me tighter. In the hush of our bedroom, we giggled like kids who got away with something naughty. We had ventured into new territory together, and found nothing but bliss.